Wow, I just read a couple of entrees from right before I delivered Carly. I had such a huge array of emotions. I wonder how much of that was hormonal from the pregnancy and how much was just me transitioning into a protective mother. I am very sensitive so it was probably 50 50. I also just noticed a nasty comment from someone by a name I don't recognize blasting me for "airing my dirty laundry on a site that's supposed to be about two lesbians and their journey to have a family and instead I used it to bash my mother for everyone in the whole world to read and what poor taste that was/what a horrible role model I was being for my daughter."
I know I was harsh and it wasn't in good taste. I originally was keeping a private blog for a journal, but then I didn't see the hurt in sharing my experiences with other people that might be sharing similar experiences. I appreciate being able to read other people's blogs for that reason. Lets face it, getting the dirt is always more interesting then hearing the edited version. Plus, its therapeutic to be able to get it out. I love my family very much and hate the idea that I was disrespectful but I also was fighting for the respect of the woman I love and her role in my life as the other mother of our child.
2 comments:
I say good for you! Its YOUR blog, YOUR life, YOUR feelings. There is no right or wrong. Say what you're feeeling my friend and forget about the person who knocked ya! If they don't like it then they don't have to read it! :D
ditto
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